I wanted to fill you guys in on the commsissions. I'm not gonna lie I have been stessting over this for awhile. I really want to give you more results but I have been lacking in motivation and confidence to continue. I don't know when I will finish but time and time again after numerous attempts I have been trying to get better at....well.... trying not to suck at what I do. I am a perfectionists and once something doesn't look right I scrap it. To make matters even worse not only do I have to excced my expectations but yours as well.... I don't what to say, I am pathetic and I wish I could make progress for your sake, you guys are expecting me to get something done but the truth is I don't know if I can. If you guys want I can give you back your points or you can hang in there, but I am telling you it could be awhile until I gain back some confidence. So once again I am truly sorry, shit happens in my life and I have been through a lot of rough patches lately so forgive me.